i don't live to please you. :)

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To everyone that reads this,
I've been gone for a while.
I am making a new account soon to start over.
Of course, this account will always be up.
 
Ask me things on formspring// (go down)
 
http://www.formspring.me/amandaeatskids
 
<3

Whooop, ask me anything.
 
www.formspring.me/ayemarieee
 
thanks. (:

and we use to be best friends.
you use to talk to me every single hour, and actually ask me to talk to you and chat.
 
now you don't even talk to me,
i'm sorry for whatever i did.
even though you said i did nothing,
does that mean you should treat me like this?
 
we've been through so much,
and i don't wanna loose you.
i'm sick of losing people i love.
 
one day, i hope you realize that.
i'm always here for you..
 
but what gets me is that when i see you smile,
it makes me happy inside,
but i break down realizing,
your doing fine without me,
while i sit here patheticly, missing you.
 
help.

and thats what i got today. :')
 
okay help me please?
dude i have like the NO self control over anything when it comes to food.
 
i'm almost 13,
5'3 ishh?
108?
i wanna be 90 pounds.
just help?
 
listen i don't care what you say,
like seriously, i wanna be happy with my future body so can you please help?
 
& i want to do this.
 
http://www.formspring.me/amandaeatskids ?

Ever watch "The last house on the left" ?
yeah well then you know what i mean,
 
my friend brianna played on staying up all night and watching it, but she crashed,
so now i'm stuck watching phineas and ferb with her little brother. :D
 
leave me something,
i'm lonely.

except when you get your heart broken.
 
just saying.

Christina Aguilera - Beautiful .. gives me hope.
 
^^^ Just listen to that song, for a while, it does make you feel betttta, trust me.
 
Okay today, I went to the wave pool, water park with my old neighbor / spaghetti, with her brother, and cousin angel. It was purddy rad. It kept my mind off things, like my best friend, and some personal things, (p.m. if you wanna know, i need to vent.) I FELT SO FAT AT THAT PLACE, it sickens me. But anyways, we stayed there for a few hours, and on the ride home we played yellow, and orange carr.
 
When I went home, I walked off the fries that i ate which were 42 7 calories, that is all i had that day so yes. I need to say this. S&B. it means skin and bones, nuff said. That what my goal is.
 
I saw my familia at the park on my walk,
i walked the dog around the track, blah..
 
Here are other things that give me hope.
 
www.givesmehope.com
www.lovegivesmehope.com
 
best friends,
cake bosss (:
my cousins,
my dad's & the good memories,
the little things in life,
music. music. music.
my sisters puppy,
texting, oh yes.

If you are reading thiss, we need to chill soon.
my new place? or yours? iduncare. :D
 
Found new songs, look em up.
 
poema- boys and bug
see you soon- fall in love
the years gone by- i'll tear down the stars.
 
check it, peaceee. (:

(; aahaha, or sky dive in a chicken suit. :D
my frand's coming overr to dayy.
 

what would you do?